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Susurrus (Viletin Outtakes)

by TheRingmaster (Francis Lorenzo)

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1.
You claimed to follow the sorrows of love, choking on its trail of majesty As if to carve out a pillow, a gun You're drawing pity on a brittle shield As a crutch you tape those words around me, to shut me up Part of the play to have those arms around me I need to know you are not pretending For thieves have craved for the feathers on my ears to steal my warmth It's the way you have your arms around, it ties me up Tho, tho... tho... we dry our tongues singing stolen songs A lure you envision for my prison We stop for these waves I need to know you are not pretending So shiver a beat Do you hide your grief in your bones in order to flee or just to be part of a show Or to remind me what they've done? Or... to remember? I need to know you are not pretending
2.
Shadows of the past Masked in golden red A trick of the light nothing more, broken We are not one of them Killers of the new Marry your moons again In the gala with dull stars flung from where we are The sun is what they are after We need an escape Something to blow away even those who seem ready With brush trails and rare color fades may we find a moment to freeze To kill the room I'm tired of tools my friend We need an escape Broken. We are not one of them "KILL THE ROOM. TO SILENCE THE OLD AGAIN. THEY ARE NOT STARS." We need an escape Let them die out, a trick of the light and nothing more Broken. We are not one of them
3.
Losing Lamia 04:12
They tried to swim around as a friend Instead they drowned, they slowly drowned And still they praised her body this whole time Her craft, her designs, her waves could make one believe A whole dance with claps, stealth, taps and twirling around In their minds, this was an achievement In no time did they ever feel betrayed As they tried to swim around as a friend Instead they drowned, they slowly drowned And yet to praise her stories their whole lives Such whims, such demands, such acts to give her what she needs Who could they deceive!? They're all underachievers with sad songs of love, life, gods and hanging around In their minds, this was all within their reach In no time did they ever feel that they would fail and so they drowned
4.
I never outgrew the waves that came when she strummed her own tune and raised her own moon It battered and it bruised, I knew it wasn't safe yet I madly endured to see her face A ghost playing cruel notes - she's always in key Showing her scars, cursing the stars (with a story in between) Storied smile and angry eyes with no more sympathy moving in for she knows she has me I'm through... she is singing... it controls me I'm through... she is dancing She knows she owns me The noose she threw to tie me down weaves no clue for me to figure it out I haven't found an answer for her yet A ghost plucking cruel notes - slightly off key Showing her scars, ignoring the stars (with a solo in between) Playing our way without delays and a chance of mystery Singing like she knows she owns me I'm through... she is singing... she controls me I'm through... she is dancing She knows she owns me I haven't found an answer for her yet
5.
Purple makeup on your eyes blends with the lights from those rooms It matches your cool feathers (flushing down your cruel intentions) Can't refuse a crown Behold, it turns me upside down Refuse the crowd Behold, it turns me upside down Tiptoe you false ballerina, giddy in reverie Tracing your motions with the rum Copied (barely) Can't refuse the crown Behold, it turns me upside down Refuse the crowd Behold, it turns me upside down Seems like I have to carry you around A delusional boy drinking with a pretty hellion The delusional toy displayed with the little marion
6.
It takes little to shape a girl to be clever With some strings, her hymns could come alive Raise her in ways of both the sacred and cruel Let her be scared So she may become as noisy as we are For we keep terror clearly on our tongues While our lips move with constant desire Because we know the greatest lie of all time And as elvish as we are Thana will always fiddle with our songs So please teach this girl to smile So that she may ruin everything. *this was the original intended lyrics but for some reason during recording I think I was saying different things depending on feel vs what I was reading. The whole disconnect made me decide to drop the song.
7.
Oh cynical girl, with your pretty pretty hymns you satisfy as an inspiration for such aural sensitivity Of all things, you choose to sing of midnight smoke it gives me chills to breathe light from your melodies I'm told I should fight you I'm told I should wake up I'm told I've made a mistake here To leave you alone and stop the connection I'm told to do better, yet I'm told I would let you down "Just leave her alone you liar!" We are the only ones who know we belong! We are the only ones who know! Or am I the only one who knows? /* yikes! */ Your static notes go through oh uncrowned queen of my scene Cascading with my strings you're now my noise against everything I'm told I shouldn't find you I'm told I'm going to break here I'm told to surrender I'm told I should hate you Am I the only one who knows? We are the only ones who know we belong We are the only ones who know Or am I the only one who knows? /* gah! */
8.
An empty home, no one around Ah the lonely sound of falling down waiting for a joke or a note to sing about our friends, about our cloaks oh I couldn't wait In the room filled with fire is where I'll hide from the moon where I will start, start over As soon as I'm not afraid But I'll have you know when you drowned on rivers I cried long ago I did mourn by leaving shapes of you in pockets of my coat where they grew as thorns in complex vines to retain your ghost So I could feel you So I could still feel you

about

aka The Ones Ahead of The Rest Pt2! Click on individual songs for more information about certain tracks! I wrote tiny snippets for each one of them.

So I lost 2-3 albums (or more, kinda forgot) worth of songs when my computer died. Serves me right for never backing up. It would have been easier to just rerecord all those songs for release but I figured what is already dead should remain so.

And so in true artist fashion, I did the silly thing and sold all my gear and bought new ones (along with a new computer) to further push the the 'might as well' musical fresh start.

In keeping the tradition of uploading stuff that don't get to be part of an album, these are the ones that did not belong with the upcoming Viletin. Songs that didn't belong, demo's or completely abandoned babies; Uncooked noodles if you will. If you find a connection to these songs somehow, then I will be delighted and thankful, but do wait for Viletin, i'm so proud of that one as a whole.

- Fran

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released March 19, 2018

Music by Francis Lorenzo
Artwork by Celina de Guzman
Check out her other works celdee.tumblr.com . She is crazy good

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"Francis keeps things mellowed down and a little feminine, basking in heart-stabbing, downtempo pop that goes to as far as conquering all hell and mud in pursuit of love. This time, he’s restless not with himself, but with his art, his woman, and the need to express himself. " - Vandals On The Wall ... more

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